that weekender

i’m bad at taking advices so it’s no wonder that people do not(really) listen to the ones that i give. or maybe i should stop giving the same advices to my friends that set me down my own self-destructive path. now that’s a thought.

ok babes, remember… you just go into this thing, have fun and get out. ok? deal? no emotional attachments ok? you sure you can do it right? right? ok go enjoy yourself then… *smiles*

it’s perplexing how quick emotional attachment can happen. the age old battle between emotion and logic. you tell yourself that it’s only a few hours, a few days and they won’t be around anymore. you pre-condition yourself think that this is only a ‘thing’, a ‘weekender’ and you will never see them again, at least not anytime soon. you take a deep breath, walk through the threshold and go into this with that thought in mind, and you think you will be safe.

and it only takes you one glance, one smile, one hi to crash and burn…

so stop building walls too high and shutting the rest of us out. you will heal in time, drinkrantdrunk girl friend.

    • jennifer chen
    • September 23rd, 2009

    Don’t worry about me. I’m doing fine. But I do listen to you. Sometimes it’s easier to say than do. I’m back to ‘construction work’ to build walls because it would be much easier to cope when I have my own safe boundary and comfort zone. Thank you for being there when I need someone to talk to.

  1. ok, don’t worry. let’s fuck it all and drink our guts out this saturday. no wait, i think our company is not those type of drinkers.


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