fear and loathing


-digicamography, photoshop-

here’s a salute to that all important day. one more tick to the clock. the nagging fear that i am running out of time. one more digit to the count. one less notch on the counter to achieve what i want to. self loathing. one step closer to… whatever. i need more time. need more work… wait no, need more work that actually pays. things are moving so slow. too slow. i need more. more.


so ‘are you anywhere’ now guys/girls? here’s to the 4-20 heroes, where ever you guys/girls are; creating work of arts, saving lives and sealing deals. here i am, continuing our long lost legacy of  ‘phattie birthday’ by myself. i still remember my first ‘baby sitting’ birthday *laughs*

what would make it perfect now are those mary brownies and crippling chip cookies may may used to bake. delicious buzz.

but seriously it just isn’t the same. smoking alone really sucks when there’s no one to laugh at *smiles*

so take care heroes. here’s one puff to all yours and mine too, of course… good health, great wealth and complete happiness all around.

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