love buzz

‘this is for you’, she smiled and mouthed silently as the pierceinkpain drew furrows of concentration across her eyebrows.

i smiled to her, but in my heart i wish she didn’t say that. i am not deserving of this you put in my name, on your virgin skin. i know, i may be all that you want but i can never be all that you can have.

So i could only smile weakly and say it’s beautiful when you asked me. when in truth, all i really wanted to say was goodbye.

-nirvana: love buzz-

  1. Will there ever be courage enough to say it? Reminds me of me.

    • .gothikt.
    • January 2nd, 2008

    i dont think i’ll ever say it. the uncertainty for being alone is far more depressing than the idea of learning to love someone. or maybe i’m just getting old to play the game, heh.

    and i see you too are in a relationship now eh? it’s been too long that you’ve been alone, i’m glad. hopefully you sort things out *hugs*

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