the perfect drug

it’s 5am but i can’t sleep… i keep waiting for that “contact online” sound as i sit here in the darkness, staring at the glowing screen…

i can’t sleep without seeing her smile over the webcam and hearing her voice calling me “baby” 

ugh, i hate this… this isn’t supposed to happen… why did i allow myself to fall this far? she’s not mine, i am not hers. i am just her novelty…

but honey, you just became my perfect drug…

I got my head but my head is unraveling
cant keep control can’t keep track of where it’s traveling
I got my heart but my heart’s no good

you’re the only one that’s understood

I come along but I don’t know where you’re taking me
I shouldn’t go but you’re wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more I give to you the more I die

and I want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you make me hard when i’m all soft inside
I see the truth when i’m all stupid-eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart

my blood just wants to say hello to you
my fear is warm to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how every little bit is left of me

take me with you
without you everything just falls apart
it’s not as much fun to pick up the pieces

-nin: the perfect drug-

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